Sending Balloons to heaven......remembering you, Zoe

Yesterday was October 30th, my due date with Zoe. It was a beautiful day, a little gloomy in the morning, but absolutely beautiful by the night. In Ohio you aren't surrounded by much warmth at the end of October, but we had a 73 degree day, with a clear sky and amazing clouds. We blew up balloons, drew pictures for Zoe, talked about how much we missed her, held two crying little girls and went to the beach to send balloons to heaven. Some more tears came as we waited to send Zoe her balloons, the kids stood with Daddy and let go of the balloons. The pulled out over the water and just kept moving into the clouds. Quite an amazing sight actually


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A letter to our sweet Zoe.....

Yesterday was the day you were supposed to come into this world. God had other plans for you. Five months ago we found out that you had passed away and our worlds crumbled. You were wanted and loved by so many already. Your sisters cried for you and begged that you come back, Mommy and Daddy grieved as we planned for your sweet little body to be cremated. It was some of the most difficult days of our lives. Since that day that we lost you, you have had two more siblings to join you and our other angel in heaven. You were chosen for a very big job, to watch over everyone, including Sadie, Paige and Xander. We wish that you could have been with us here, but we are so very blessed to have an amazing you looking over us everyday. We love you Zoe more than we will ever be able to express. You live very strong in my heart.