Bye bye, cycle number one

Hello cycle number two. So, yes this wasn't "the" cycle. I was so hopeful and wished that it would have been, but alas, it wasn't. So onto try number two or try number 16 if you start all over before my pregnancy with Zoe.

I haven't even been doing this very long and I already feel broken. I guess I was hoping that I would have my surgery and my ute would love me again and I would magically be pregnant. Guess what, life doesn't work that way!

So, here we go again!

Charts and Progesterone

My chart was updating on the other post...I don't know how, but it isn't anymore. So I thought I would let you all see my chart..if you are interested.

I am taking progesterone and I don't know how that effects temps. Maybe not at all. I am extremely tired, maybe from the pro? So, just a few more days and I'll be testing.....cross your fingers!

Are my eyes deceiving me?!?!

I think my chart is changing everyday in my last blog entry. If that's true and I think it is, that is freaking awesome!

Walking for March of Dimes...in honor of Zoe

We are walking this year in the March for Babies walk. Please visit our page and consider donating to the March of Dimes, or look for a walk in your area and walk for babies. This is a wonderful organization, they do amazing things for families. Thank you.

http://www.marchforbabies.org/s_team_page.asp?SeId=1385270&si=

Cycle number one

This is cycle number one of trying for another baby. We are a good way in day 18, and I'm relatively certain that I ovulated a couple of days ago, I'm just waiting for confirmation from FF. Here is my chart, in case you are interested.......and I realize, no one cares about this like I do :)

So now I wait for my crosshairs, then I start my progesterone, then I wait a little more! Cross your fingers and hope for the best!

An amazing woman

There is a wonderful woman that I met almost three years ago when I suffered my first pregnancy loss. I found a board where women came together to help each other. On that board was Toni. Toni has an amazing spirit, she has been through so much in life. She is the mommy of one beautiful little girl here on earth and to eight sweet angels, many of those babies were lost to stillbirth. Toni recently did an interview for a paper in her area to raise awareness on doctor's offices performing autopsies on stillborn babies. Here is her story, this is just one more way that Toni has given herself for others to prosper from, she is completely selfless.

Thank you Toni for being so amazing and for continuing to give to others. You have helped me in so many ways, especially when I lost Zoe. You are simply amazing, be proud of that!

Life

comes with ups and downs for everyone. Everyone goes through things that someone else may look at and think I do not want to go through that, that would be difficult to cope with. Since we all have different circumstances and everyones has their difficult times why do people feel the need to compete with each other. Your life is not worse than mine and mine is not worse than yours. We have all had struggles, let us respect that, empathize and move on.

Do you think that will ever happen?